Day Eight.

So I'm sitting here in this bag of flesh, packed full of emotions.
AND I'M WASTING IT BY SITTING HERE DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I want to go somewhere!

Have you ever opened your hand then closed it into a fist slowly thinking about the muscle thats pulling your bones to make it happen?

Can you imagine a color that isn't on Earth or known to our eyes?
What if theres far more then we know..

I woke up today at 7:12am
I didn't get to school untill 10:33am

I hate when adults don't listen to you cause your "young"

My mother says I have an "old soul" and I enjoy telling people that.

I wish I could lay out all my point of views right here, But I'm too scared of what people think of me D:

Day Seven.

Lets flip through some random thoughts..


Am I the only one who finds the human race completely amazing?

Lol.

The dog picture over there -->
Yeah I want him tattooed on the back of my left shoulder.
And maybe my more recent dog Navajoe the 2nd on the back of the right.
And "NICE TITS" On my fingers. Lollll.

So my mom finally paid for my permit thing.. And I never got to finishing it yet after having it for 2 days. -sigh-

I kinda miss having a big family v_v

Days are to short D:

I WILL NOT take a pill every night just to get to sleep. I WILL teach myself to fall asleep normally. :P

I will do just about anything to have a pair of these O_o :

I NEED TO GO TO IRELAND. Lol

I NEED BLACK PAINT.

I NEED.. I NEED.. I NEED A LIFE. :P

I also need to get out more.

MMM MMM MMMMMMMMMM.

My next victim >:D

Ians all cute sleeping on the couch -drawsonhisface-

Ive never shown my picture from when I built a snow man!
So I will :P

I look gross cause it rained during the process, And yes its at night. He melted the next day D:
His head fell off, then Riley peed on him v_v

Day Six.

I have no idea what to write about, So I'll tell you my day.

I wasn't able to fall asleep until 2am again, as like the rest of my nights. I kept waking up every hour and I'm about done with this sleeping trouble I'm having. And these stupid blue sleeping pills do nothing for me :/

Anyways,
My alarm goes off at 7:03am.
I lay there till 7:05am.
I get up and turn on my straightener.
Powder my eyes.
Check the time.
Its always 7:14am or 7:16am, then I go out turn on the news lay on the couch not really paying attention to the news till 7:19am. Then I get the weather so I decide what I wear.
I lay there till 7:28am even though I know I'll be running late again.
Drag myself to my room and pick out pieces of clothing.
Go to the bathroom, get dressed, straighten my hair, then apply my load of eyeliner.
Then I look at my phone noticing its 7:48am or later and I rush to get my bag and my iPod.
I rush to the bus stop cause I always think I'm going to miss it. Then I stand there and watch everyone.
8:01am my bus comes.
Row 15, left side, seat by the window.
8:13am I am at school.
I walk to red, blinded half the time by the damn sun.
Walk in noticing I'm the only one. Sit down against wall (wishing I was asleep at home) Mercedes walks in, I hug her leg. Christy and Steven come in. Mercedes leaves. The rest of the morning group eventually joins.
8:36am Time for Geometry.
Yeahhh, I'm not telling you what I was thinking in that class. :P
Soo.. Biology next. 10:00am
I saw my test grade, not goood. Then she never told me about the weekly homework when I switched in so now I have a big fat F.
I wasn't able to go to lunch cause I had to read for English >:/ She left me all alone in the class room and I very much wanted to go threw all her stuff and change grades >:]
I liked being able to choose to go to the bathroom without asking. Lol.
I finished early so I decided not to go to lunch and just read more of The Host. 4th period came to quick we did some stupid grammar think which I didn't pay attention too.
1:25pm HOPE, Health/gym.
Did the same stupid assignment from last semester. I finished quickly and decided to read again.
I almost cried, which I had to hold myself from doing. I'm TOOO into this book.
Then my stupid coach says were going to the gym when we only have 3 minutes until everything is put up and what not so we go to the locker room.
We all had to sit down cause someone was missing there jacket and I was happy the girl next to me decided to talk to me.
2:50pm End of school
I meet up with Mercedes, we walk to the buses. Hug goodbye.
Can't remember bus ride home.
Grabbed key from under mat, walked in, felt light headed, layed down, passed out.
I didn't eat dinner, talked to mom.
attempted dyeing hair except i missed a spot >:/
Now I'm here trying to tell my day while on sleeping medication.



P.S. MSN WAS THE BIGGEST BITCH TODAY.

Day Five.

I'm going to blast Blink-182 and scream it while I write this!

I love being home alone :D

Sometimes.

SO MY DAY! :

Wuzzz grrreat!
Woke up, cooked ma self breakfast.. at lunch.. so brunch?
Then talked with my mother and decided to go to the mall anddd I gots a nose ring :D
WENT TO WALMART
Got home and tried to stick this nose ring in. and omg it wouldn't go in, neither would the stud and I almost cried. So I was like FUCK THIS IS GOING TO HURT and I started like shoving it down and boyyy did it hurt. took me foreverrr to find the fucking other end of the hole. Blood was like all over my face and hands, from this tiny little hole? I know! Hahaha.. I got it in eventually and my nose is like all bruised and in painn.
Thennn, I wanted to read alil of my book The Host:

Which is a G R E A T book. I will not allow myself to read it fast. I'm pretty sad that I'm about to pass the half mark. If you ever wanted a book that will make you think alot, I recommend this one ^ Anyways, Christy Aims ma phone telling me saddening news that our plans drove right into a brick wall. Haha. So we make new plans. we werreee going to go to the fair with Steven and whut not butt uhh yeahh.. so we just went to browse for bus girl. Lol. Then I skipped my way to the to the side of a building and layed down in the middle of the parking lot. And these 4 kids came walking by and theres this empty pool in the back guarded by barb wired fence but they knew how to open it, so they were closing it and the whole fucking fence fell down and it was hilarious! and the smallest of the bunch was trying to fix it and he was like "I have muscles like Hercules but I just don't want to use/show them" then in like 3 minutes they pull this old strange wannabe fancy strolling chair out of there and start pushing each other around. Then of course allll the fun was ruined by a security guard. So we walked back to the fair, decided we were to cool for the damn place so we went to ze BP gas station. hahaha.. So we were purchasing our items and this really old guy walks in asking "Do you guys have whip cream?.. in like a can?" Me and Christy start cracking up. Cause our minds just are not goood. and the cash register guy was like "What are you girls laughing at?.. He too old for whip cream?" Lol. Me already out the door before I start crying and piss my pants, Christy is leaving the guy goes "his dicks gonna fall off" And him being Arabic he said dick like deek. XD.

PICK ME UP NOW, I NEED YOU SO BAD

THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES MAKE ME CRAZY

I'LL TAKE YOU OVER IF YOU LET ME

I'm in a horrible great mood at the moment.
Its weird being both good and bad.
I have those two voices in my head dragging me back and forth.
I also don't know why I'm blogging so much. :P

I hope this site, my blog is still on the web when I'm older so I can come back and read what I wrote.
I was interviewing my mother once about her childhood and she remembered like n o t h i n g and it made me so sad, So I'm trying to not be like that.

Day Four.

Today,
Was exciting.

No school. Major cleaning!
THEN,
Christy, Steven, and Will came over :D
And there was this Fair.. with these rides.. that we couldn't ride..

So I went searching for a photo to explain my feelings today at this fair.
And I got something likeee :
Then I was like that was alllll wrong.
It was more likeee:



:P






Tomorrow,
Were going to ride the rides ;D

Friday the 23rd
Is far more dangerous then the 13th

Day Three.

Today was pretty good I must admit :P
Besides the long 2nd period of Biology.
Andd 6th was horrible. 6th? no 5th.
I started building my octopus vase :D Cant wait to see it finished.

I ordered this beauty:
And I should be receiving it tomorrow :D
THEN I figure out what I'm going to do with it. lol.

Christyyy made me these best cd anyone has ever made me!

You know what name I love? Jade. I wish I had that name :P but it doesn't seem like it'd fit.

Stupid 11pm curfew for the computer. I wish it was the weekend again, so I can sleep in.
I'm addicted to sleep, and listening to music.

I once ruled the world.

I thought it looked pretty outside today.

I

Can't

Think

Of

Anything

To

Say.

Goodnight.

Day Two.

This is for my one viewer ;]

Hah.

So, I found my old Sims game, threw it in and started playing.
Its hard work keeping them people happy.
They don't wanna work, my kids failing school. I was married to some guy I don't know named Tom. D:
I got addicted to buying these magic lamps. Never knowing what I'm going to get.
The guy thing infested my house with bugs, flooded it, even set my tv on fire!
But in the end I got like 1500$ and a big screen.
Oh yeah, he also destroyed my love life.
My job was being a wedding singer. Lol. Imagine that!
When I was little I was weird (wouldn't say little, like 10) on this game.
I was the kid and I was put all the adults in a room then delete the doors. Lol.
They would starve to death. The cool grim riper would appear take their souls and cremate them some how.
And I was all like MWAHAHA. Cause I got to rule the house. I'd throw parties!

Anyways,
My day sucked.
I'm bored.
I'm listening to Coldplay.
Coco is on the table.
My foot hurts.
I don't wanna have to take a sleeping pill D:
I lost part of my phone. :[

At least if I switch back to my old phone I'll have my son back. Lol.
You know whats a good band?
HORSE the band.

In my mind, my own little world, time ticks backwards.

Day One.

I don't know what to write really.
I always have these ideas then when I can actually speak/write/type them I go blank. >:/

Well, I don't like being the couch potato I am being lately, but I can't control it. Bed head hair, glasses and PJs are nice though.

Lol<3


I had this dream last night that I ran up this like 1200 foot ladder and dived into this huge lake and didn't know what I was doing until I hit the water. But It felt GOOD. I love dreams, the figuring out what they mean. Def. the ones that are very clear on the emotions your feeling.



I'VE BEEN SITTING HERE WATCHING FUCKING CSI ALL WEEKEND.
I love CSI.

I've also been eating like a pig all weekend. Not good. Nothing healthy either. I've always wanted to be one of those healthy eaters. But I can't.. Hah.

I hungout with Christy today :D
Went to a field but was scared off by some unknown light.
THEN we went back to her place and well.. ;]
Watched boxxy.<3>
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