Twentyone.

Dreamsdreamsdreams.
I had 2 very clear dreams this morning, the only confusing part is if they were connected. The way I remember seeing it was right after the other as if they were, but.. they couldn't have been. Here, read and you'll see :P

Dream #1:
I got up for school and mom was going to drive me, she said we were leaving at 8. The problem was I couldn't get ready. It was weird. I tried and I was getting frustrated and I just couldn't get ready. Before I knew it it was 8:13, 8:29, 8:54. I was crying and I just c o u l d n' t.

Dream #2:
This one is alil more personal, but I'll tell it anyways :P
It was night/early morning. I was trying to sleep. Tony and Ian were sleeping over. Mom and Tony are arguing, like they normally do, but Ian was getting worked up and scared again that it might turn into something bigger. I get protective over Ian and when he gets involved I get very angry. So I go out to where hes sleeping and try to calm him down, and their fighting gets alil louder and I just had enough. I slam moms door open and I start pretty much screaming at Tony, alil at my mom too. I just couldn't stop yelling at him. I remembering thinking I need to stop, but I kept going. I started crying pretty much at the beginning and you sometimes barely make out what I was saying. And they freaking just sat their staring at me like I'm fucking insane, even looked alil annoyed. Tony had this sarcastic face like he was pleased what hes done to me, mom looked like she didn't care, rather just go to bed already. I keep yelling, my throat started to hurt, but I didn't care. I kept going until my legs collasped on me and I fell to my knees and held my self up with my hands. I stayed like that for a good 10 minutes crying. They just sat there, like they were bored. I got up and I left like nothing happened, because thats how they made it feel. I've never felt so bad. I woke up shaken, crying, and confused cause it seemed soooo realll.